I know I would do better to go to sleep instead of blogging everything that comes to my mind, but I’m in a funny mood tonight.
I don’t know what brought it on and I don’t know where it came from either. Just as someone turned a button and it was there… This odd feeling of remoteness, age (ha!), contemplation, tiredness without rest and a terrible amount of funny thoughts.
I am inefficient in my work at the moment and the days pass on.
I am alone and no distraction in sight, but I’m not really working good.
I had a talk with Dan last week about that. It’s like for us the hard work is in Basel and that here we cut ourselves some slack, give us some time and ‘be normal’. Very unusual.
Other than that, nothing new from the attic. I feel completely steemed out. Feeled out. Like all my thoughts and aches have finally achieved the one thing: shutting me up completly. I am lost and found, but unable to position myself anymore. Tired and wide awake.
Where have all the chances gone to?
The unthought dreams and wonders?
Where have my unborn children left to?
What shores do our eyes rest when we move on at last?
Ah, I need to work… and I cant… blast.














